my head feels heavy. i just feel like lying on my bed and not do anything else BUT I CANT. my life is just so.. wasted. hmmm... its full of studies sports studies sports studies sports. you get the idea. maybe i WILL see the significance in the future but now i simply cant. at this point in time i cant. how about something new for a change? =X sighh i dont know what.. but all i can do now is study for EOY. im beginning to really hate that word! haha study. blahh makes me gag. i have a damn bad headache.. maybe thats why im not making any sense in what the hell im typing xP hhaha. oh well.

RAH. my parents want me to go to hwachong. wth.. i want to go to ac! cant they just let me do what i want for like just this once? cant take it anymore.. i just wonder how i would turn out if i REALLY go to hwachong. haha imagine this. me struggling with studies ,mixing ard with the smarties [ i just wanna eat them along with M'n'Ms. haha.] i dont knoww. me not knowing what they are talking about most of the time. BUT i wouldnt mind if ethel mich natt joy ger halk frankie or whoever goes there as well. at least i will have company! if not.. NO WAY. its just not me right? i think ac would suit me perfectly. =) true blue acsian. haha. okay thats so wrong. i dont know what you call them la. =)

heck it just see what happens when the time comes.