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Saturday, October 29

in a city where we never smile;

yesterday weather was freaking irritating. =( hahahha. but it was fun though. brudderr and i tanned in the rain. because it was still PRETTY sunny. =) wahahah. im bored now. dont think i can go out. :( am i deprived or what? okay im a deprived kid and i dont think anythings going to change that much.

LALALA. this is a crap entry. like so NONobvious huh. boredom is just soaking in. and my room is in a HUGE mess again. oh wells. i souldn't see the floor yesterday cos everything was strwen everywhere. =D anywayy. going to hit the wall now. gdbyee! xP


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Friday, October 28

i have a fcuked up life. save me, anybody.


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Thursday, October 27

somehow you'll find you and i collide;

OMG! today was effing funny. =) i could have died from the over exhuation of working my abs man! laugh till stomach aching. xP anywayy. i think the highlight of the day was the WATERMELON EATING COMPETITION! like wahlao. it was hilarious! partnered ger and we had to eat one WHOLE watermelon. ohmygod. i tell you. im laying off watermelon for 10 years man! haha kidding xP

at first we were damn on la. couldn't wait to smash the watermelon. hahaha. put it in the garbage bag and when we could start ger threw it onto the floor! the next part is freaking funny. we were still enthu la. like ripping open the HUGE bag, and when we finally saw the watermelon we were like "OHMYGOD!!!!!!" it was like mushed up la. hahaha. effing hilarious. we couldnt eat properly cos we still couldn't stop laughing. WAHAHAHA. and the fruit is like deformed la. ger pick up this GINORMOUS piece of watermelon. it was like long and disgusting. OH and furthermore we were using our hands. OH DEAR. then teo came to dig my half of the watermelon la. an she didnt even EAT IT. wanted me to eat it cos it'll be faster. i was like WTF! thanks but NO THANKS. hahahaha. but i shall not be mean because im HAPPY TONIGHT! bruddderrr should know why. =) ohoh! and brudderr and i were like CHEERS! and drink all the juice that was in the watermelon. =) retarded brudders unite! =D

okay after that we felt DAMN sick. i felt waternmelon up to my throat la. wanted to puke SO BADLY. and elvina and i held our VERY STICKY HANDS and skipped all the way to the VERY FAR AWAY toilet. =D how clever of us aye? but we couldnt take it and fell to the floor halfway there. and natt and ethel and myself went to daopok elvina!! funny shit i tell you. =) and my stomach was like squashed against her hip la. she was lying sideways. MYGOD i almost died in the position. and ethel REFISED to get up! hahaha!! i lbvee daopoks.

took DAMN alot of pictures. weird ones. funny ones. normal ones. retarded ones. yuo name it we got it! =D i lovee 3B2'05 to the core man! its so.. energy-radiant. HAHA. okay i have absolutely NO idea where that word came from! WAHAH. oh ANYWAYY. =) IM ONE HAPPY GIRL. but i should CONTROL MYSELF.

lalalalala!! went for trg. sighh. i want my grandma to be okay. =( okay that was TOTALLY random. but nvm. ='( okay its been raining NONSTOP since trg ended. hmmm =) TRG was fun today. but we got drenched after that la. run in the rain. hahaha. fun though. see everything is about fun riht. if not life would be SO boring. wonder why cant SOME PEOPLE seem to understand that fact. xP HAHA!! pointing to SOME PEOPLE ONLY.

the lightning is like NONSTOP TOO!! i think i HAVE to wear sunglasses to sleep man. its just too bright. like day la mygod .i'll be blinded. =) brudderr is scared of thunder. haha it makes her jump out of her chair. HAHAHAH. okay im ired now.

GDNIGHT EVERYONE. oh wait. before that. poor people at obs. praying for you guys! hahaha. just hope your tents dont get BLOWN AWAY or something. like into the sea. if not you're will wake up lying on the water bed. x) LOVEEEEE.


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Tuesday, October 25

BRUDDERRRRR!! :)

HELLO! okay there's your msg! :) haha okay im just kiddingg. ELVINA CHEONG AYLING is the most retarded. most thoughtful(??!!). most funky. sweetest, cutest (????!!!?!?!?!??!!?) brudddderr i've ever had! hahaha. okay thats because i only have one brudderrr. right brudderr? hahaha. :) happy now? hehe. shall go write you another letter soon k! cant wait to read you ULTRA LONG letter. HA HA HA. the fonts seem very big. okay thats not the point. the point is ILOVEEEYOUU and i know you loveemee too. :)

brudderrss FOREVER!!

so we talked all night about the rest of our lives, where we'll be when turn 25.i keep on thinking times will never change. keep on thinking things will always be the SAME.

hey brudderrr. things will never change right? =)

if you got something that you need to say. you better say it right now cause you don't have another day .cause we're moving on and we can't slow down these memories are playing like a film without sound. and i'm thinking LIFE'S NOT FAIR. ='(

brudderrr. come whatever we will still be brudderrs forever. hugs. :)


OKAY AND I MISS HALK MICHELLE FRANKIE SHIYAN AMANDA. hope you guys are doing well in OBS. though it keeps raining. will keep you guys in my prayers! loveeee.



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8:51 PM







don't you wish your girlfriend was hot like me;

OMG. today was freaking funny!! haha shall start from scratch! =) so had assembly. i was quite bored cos brudderr was away in the primary sch! making some announcement. (??!!) haha anywayy. christmas service was B.O.R.I.N.G. mygod the speaker's voice was so draggy and soft. i could have fallen asleep. SIGHH. ct separated me ethel and natt la. cos i think we were making too much noise. but it only left a seat for brudderrr when she came! haha. SANG CAROLS. wheee. that was the only fun part i think. but it got kinda boring cos mschau wanted to repeat and repeat the same song. RAH.

had the etiquette course! ohgod. i thought it would be quite boring la. but I WAS SO WRONG. =P it all started when GER only brought one side of her heels! haha. and she had to go in her school shoes la mygod. AND SHE DIDNT WEAR SOCKS! WAH. hongkong feet man. okay she is so giong to skewer me if she ever reads this. but i dont caree. its funny. in the bus, we couldn't stop suaning her! by saying when she walks past the security, he'll say " gdmorning sir, the park is to the left." of " the gym is on the third floor." HAAHA. gosh. laughed so hard i could have explooded. at the table! we were spotting BMWs. =) hahah don't think alot of your guys know what it stands for! haha. shall keep mum. took pictures! oh brudderrr! send them to meee! so i can post them here. =D thanksss. loveee. anywayy. we started a company! and GUESS WHO THE BOSS IS. =) our wonderful GER!

ethel is the cleaner cos thy said she was so auntie. xP haha. better clean the windows properly if not THE BOSS would fire you! hehe. joyy is THE BOSS'S secretary. wahahah. the one who always tries to seduce the boss. but always fails. HAHAHA. im the young and talented sales person who always gets promoted. HAHAHA. wow. thanks boss. hahah. =) oh natt is the french expatriate whom everyone talks about. haha cos they are jealous. okay. elvina is the VIP from CHINA. who supplies our company with MIC cars. haha MIC means Made In China. =D ingenious? yes i know. wahah. okay okay who else! oh cassandra is the boss's wife! cos she was sitting opposite ger. something we learnt in during the etiquette class. HAHA. lynette is.. i can't rmb! hehehe. =) sorry squishy friend. haha okay LYNETTE IS MY SQUISHY FRIEND! =) lovee all of you guys. =)

OH forgot to say. our company name is called LIMbogini. however you spell it. and we specialise in CARS. and cos ger's surname is lim. mygod how childish can we get! :) reminds me of primary sch. wahaha.

on the way back we were on this slope and the right side of the bus was slanted downwards la. and ger joy elvina and i were like " EH YOU GUYS EAT TOO MUCH IS IT? WHY YOU GUYS SO HEAVY??!!" hahah. we started laughing like crazy. what a good joke huh? =D sighh. i wonder what im goign to do without my friendds. i'll just.. CONK.


i likee this pic. its like ghostly. HAHAHA.


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Friday, October 21

because of you, i never strayed too far from the sidewalk.

mygod. went tanning abit but im still freaking white. shall go again. right brudderrr? =D heheh. had loads of fun just slacking with you today! and your room is freaking cold in the morning. xP

colours award was crap. waited so long and it took less then 7seconds to get on and off the stage. HA HA HA. how. exciting. and we are ALWAYS the last to take a photo on the stage la. damn irritating. are we considerate or just dumb? haha okay i'll go for considerate. hehehe. MY LIFE IS SO NOT INTERESTING. i swear i can die of boredom.

elvina!! my brudder dearest.



look at this photograph.every time i do it makes me laugh.how did our eyes get so red?
do you know what song this is? hahah im sure you do! =D

every memory of looking out the back door. i have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor.it's hard to say it, time to say it. ___________. took out the last two words. cos its never going to be goodbye. =) dont worry. loveee you always brudderrr!



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Thursday, October 20

i'll spread my wings and learn how to fly;

BRUDDERRRR. i really hope you are feeling better right now. =) im sure many people have told you not to worry but im still going to say it again. well. don't be sad or afraid of anything. because God is with you. and we are with you. no matter how tired how sad how depressed how angry how miserable how whatever or even how HAPPY[=)] you are, just remember that i'm just phone call away. a mesasge away. or heck even a taxi away. xP just hope that you know your brudderr is always there for you! =D GOT THAT? =) loveeeeeyouuu bruddderrrr. hugs.

okay sch was danm xcrewed up today. like RAH. was bad till cannot be worst. i cried like free la. haven't cried so hard for SO long. i cannot believe it myself. hyperventilated. im just such a crybaby. fcuk it la. i don't give a shit anymoree. ='(anywayy went to halk's house with elvina again! =) went to rent dvds la. hahaha DUDE WHERE'S MY CAR. is damn funny. mygod we laughed like shit. think we have washboard abs now la. xP hahah yeah yeah. then went to ring on peoples doorbells and ran away. freaking hilarious. but it wasn't very successful. cos it was nearly 630 and many people went back home already. RAH. haha. but still enjoyable nontheless. =) in a way. talked damn alot of crap la. crapjacks. =( had dinner and went homeee. =) god i have no mood to blog. but i just had to leave something for my brudderr. =) okay shall bounce now.

TATA EVERYBODY.


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Wednesday, October 19

stole everything your heart desire;

HELLO!! changed the template. but dont know whether you guy can see the picture! wahahaha. hope it can be seen anyway. =) SIGHHH tmr is DOOMSDAY. going to get back the ret of the papers la. fcuk it. hahaha!! x) im really frightened. i really hope that all of us can be in the same class again. i dont know what i would do if we all got separated! ='(it'll just be weird. SIGHH. x(

ANYWAY. checked cca points today. =) AT FIRST I GOT LIKE 20 points. but then i went to ask mr ong and he said i SHOULD GET 28! hahah! im so freaking happy la. after SUCH a looonng queue okay! can go ask my squishy friend lynette! haha. talked about OBS while queuing. WOW. i TOTALLY miss OBS man. =) memorable times! hope you guys have a great time there!! my mom and dad wont let me go again. blah!

we played damn childish games in the audi today! wahaha! =) its so funny and PAINFUL. cos we were playing the slapping game. OMG i suck at it la! always kena slapped! ='( bruddderrrr is super strong and violent and i kept losing to her la. so like ONCE IN A WHILE when i won i made sure i slapped her hard. hahahah! our hands were freaking red la. with bloodclots. RAH. x) but it was fun. wheeeee! swollen. mine is still red though. MYGOD! HAHAHA! but it was erm ENJOYABLE. (??!) sorry brudderr if i whacked you too hard. =) forgiveee meee? =D hahaha!! ethel is damn cute la. i just whacked her once and she screamed like _____. HAHA. darn cuteeee.

OKAY i have a headache. going to take a nap now! loveeeee.


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Tuesday, October 18

just tell me you care;

I AM DAMN PISSED LA. hahaha. stupid teachers just had to burst my bubble. ='( happy bubble. hahaha. okay im abit high now. cant seem to rmb ehat i wanted to type but heck. shall not talk about ______. RAH. but its okay la i guess. =D LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE EVERYONE! =D

anywayy after sch went to halk's house with elvina. wahaha. tell you its damn fun la. her floor is so smooth. i swear i could do a split there and then xP HA HA HA. okay not funny. anywayy! =) went erm swimming. KINDA. but not beofre taking really ridiculous pictures of ourselves! xP HURHUR. what a joke man. today was SOOO freaking unfruitful. everything we did seemed loser la! like wanted to swim and it ended up drizzling. not even 20 mins??!! BLAH. x( so went back and yeah watched MEAN GIRLS! wahahah!! OMG the 3 of us can go act in that show la. can rmb almost everything they say. =) pretty hilarious. =) lovee my friends. the crazzyyy people. =)

OMG i just rmbed i choked on water la! IM SO TRAUMATISED NOW. i stil cannot belive it! it all started when bruudderrr and i challenged to see who could finish drinking the water the fastest. SHE STARTED laughing and my louth was so full i tell you i was like controlling but i COULDN'T! OMG! i was like TRYING to swallow the water and i laughed at the SAME TIME. the freaking water went down the wrong pipe la! I COULDN'T BREATHE. i was like gasping for air. i started to tear! hahah! gosh how loser was that man! xP it felt as if the water was making its way back up and my chest was BURNING. swear i could have dead. gosh they were all luaghing but HEY IT WASN'T THAT FUNNY. right? HAHAHA. wait actually it is. even halk's maids laughed at me la. wanted to drop dead. SIGHHH. ='(

TUITION WAS BORING. RAH.

so goodnight everyoneeeee! =D=D=D=D=D


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10:03 PM





Saturday, October 15

you dont know what you've got till its gone;

i dont feel like blogging! but shal just type some stuff! =) TODAY WAS FUN! as usual huh. with hoiyan and elvina! =)loveethem. anywayy. watched into the blue! but not before we went to do something else. hahah. xP omg jessica alba is damn freaking hot. her bod is damn nice! hahaha and the guy's bod is hot too. his eyes are like WHOA. blueee. =) think i'll just melt! awwwwww. okay i dont know his name. haha so loser right. anyone knows?? xP tell me tell me! =D

bought some stuff and now im broke! ='( boohooo.. need to set up a fundraiser. again. HAHA! but seriously i need an increase in my allowance! shall plead with my parents. wahaha. my allowance is so little i could die. but somehow im still surviving on it. am i the ultimate survivor or what! HAHA! xP omg im lameeee.

im kinda sick of orchard already. i've beebn going there like everyday since wed. x( blehh. singapore is just TOO boring. thinkim going there again! because my mom is going to bring me shopping. oh yay! that means i can spend her money. =) I CANT WAIT! hope i meet hoiyan there tmr. with her mom. haha! anyway my legs are so tired i cuold die. my head is throbbing and i feel rubbishy la! thats a bad feeling. rah cant stand it.

anyhow!! hoiyan left and elvina and i walked from heeren back to brudder's house! =) hahaha. i tell you. my legs were like going to break under me la. and i started walking in the middle of the road. hahaha. NOT THE MAIN ROAD OF COS. if not i wont be sitting here happily typing away=) think i can rmb how to walk to brudder's house from orchard alerady! hahah then whenever im bored of orchard i can go giv her a surprise. HA HA HA. =) anywayy. retarded talks are so fun. =) love having them with my brudderrrr!! =)

BRUUDER YOU WERE SO BRAVE TODAY. and i loveeeyouuu!! hahaha xP gdnight HUGS. oh btw. i think my nose is crooked! AHHHHHH! xP luckily its not broken. =)

well im TIRED AND DRAINED. goodnight everybodyy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY. =)


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10:45 PM





Thursday, October 13

right about now; the funk soul brother.

TODAY WAS DAMN FUN!
gosh haven't had THAT much fun in like AGES. pheewww! so it all started when i met michelle and elvina at cine. went to watch skeleton key. hmmm. wasn't as good as i expected but we got a few shocks here and there. x) screamed during one scene. HA HA HA. afther that shopped abit then started counting MYY again! hahaha. this time about 5676687 only la xP HEHE. stopped counting halfway. ANYWAY. walked from oorchard to elvina's house. haha jaywalking was damn crazy. but it was fun nonetheless! =D LOVEEYOUU ELVINA AND MICHELLEEEEEEE! <3

so reached brudder's house and we were likie " i can't feel my feet." gosh that bad so went to her room and LUCKILY the aircondition was switched on. hahaha michelle and i fell to the ground like noones business la. damn SHIOK. =) [sounds familiar elvina?] HAHAH. anywayy. played and laughed DAMN alot la. cos of the stressbuster. =) its so cool. shall make it a point to use it to hit people's butts whenever i go there. =P hehe. changed and slacked till dinner came haha. then hoiyan reached too! gosh im just so tired i cant be bothered about the details man. i just know we laughed hell alot and we had a damn good time =) right people?? =D especially in the car! tried to scare brudder again. but she kinda read my mind. ='( hahaha. talked about all sorts of crap. really enjoyed myself today. but now im so beat i swear i could just fall asleep right in front of this computer right. NOW. xP

NIGHT SAFARI was the best! instead of like looking at the animals. brudder and i started listening to her ipod halfway! sang and danced like noones business la. and this freaking bunch of CHEENAPOKS were like complaining about us i think. cos we were making too much noise or something. but hmmm..we got damn pissed and when we emerged from the trial and finally reached the exit. we were like fcuking idiots. you know what i mean... fcuk here and fcuk there. SIGHH hilarious though. headed home. elvina was nice anough to send us home! wahahha.LOVEEEEEEEYOUUUUUU. hugs. =)

well take care michelle! =)and elvina+hoiyan have fun watching all your dvds! =) mwaaakk.

OKAY IM FREAKING SLEEPY RIGHT NOW. TIDO! =)


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Wednesday, October 12

OKAY im finally back home! =)

DISCLAIMER: this is going to be one long entry, so BRACE yourselves. =)

IM FREAKING HIGH NOW. but im super tired as well. spent like the whole day out la. ALMOST. only like 1and a half hours at home in the mate morning to get ready to go out again. wahaha xP GEOG WAS QUITE EASY FOR ONE. =) slept for 45 mins. lucky ms goh wasnt there this time to wake me up from my wonderful nap man. i would have just screamed at her or something. haha okay maybe not THAT bad just yeah. certainly pull a lon bittergourd face. xP HA HA HA.

went to kap with shiyan! haha. i stole her away from ethel =P wahaha. kidding. ate and went back. quite fun. later met shiyan michelle at wisma! walked around topshop and looked at quite alot of things la. they said i look like a scarecrow when i wear those kinda hats the tourist wears. WALAU. haha. i just wanted to bang the wall. x) HAHAHA. but it was damn hilarious. elvina and hoiyan came after that and we went to get our movie tickets!! EVERYONE PLEASE DO NOT WASTE YOUR MONEY WATCHING DARK WATERS ITS SERIOUSLY A RIPOFF LA. think the jap version is so much better and SCARIER. thats the whole point la. hahaha. its to spook ourselves out. RIGHT bruderr? =) we were like laughing SO much during the show. practically throughout the "oh so scary" parts. we were like " oh no the hair is coming out!". "erm no! how come there's no hair??!!" and we were laughing like two crazy monkeys la. think the people behind were damn pissed. cos they kicked bridder's chair. gosh. what IDIOTS. luucky it wasnt mine if not my milo cup would be empty. =) wahaha. if you got my joke. oohhh. and my dear brudderr ___ la. its okay elvina see i didnt tell everyone you cried during the movie! hahah xP OOPS. =) DONT SMACK ME. i know you cant bear too. =D well, i almost teared too! until i heard a sniffle coming from the preson next to me. HAHAA. i still loveeyou dearrr!

ANYWAY. my fingers are getting tired from typing this. =) but heck! before watching the movie we went to sake sushi for lunch. gosh it was super fun! haha. talked about our ______. SIGHH. they are so alike. sometimes. HA HA HA. ate and the wasabi totally cleared my nose man. WAH almost died when the whole piece fell into the wasabi. =X so sad michelle couldnt watch the movie with us cos she had to get her hair cut and styled. WAHAHAHA. when you going to dye your hair michelle!! =) tell me when!

oh yeah and after we ate. we were so freaking full we started to burp la. like really softly at first. like going one round HAHA! then suddenly hoiyan was like "BURRRPP!!" QUITE loudly! and we were like SHIT and tried to hide ourselves from view. haha. still laughing at that joke. wahah.=) LIFE IS SO CAREFREE AFTER THE EXAM DONT YA THINK? its different. theres a feeling that i need to study but in actual fact i DONT! wahaha. =) gosh i think im mad.

anywayy. after the show went to pacific plaza! talked ALOT of crap la. WE SAW THIS MINIBIKE and hoiyan was like hey i wanna ride that. haha and we came up with the circus thing! where hoiyan would ride and shiyan would stand on her shoulders and like twirl around. AND brudder and i would balance from the side! haha. WHAT A WONDERFUL FORMATION HUH! i think its award-winning can!! HAHA.imagine us giong ard doing that and singing the clowny song. =P anywayy GOT MY BIKINI. IM A HAPPY GIRL. BUT A BROKE ONE TOO. anyone intersted in donating to the save-nicoleee fund? any amount is appreciated. =) heheh. OH GOSH. brudder was like looking at this bikini and said " wha this one shiok." we were like HUH??!!we burst out laughing i swear the other girls there felt like kicking us out man! then hoiyan saw this communist-looking bikini! it was like RED with a GOLDEN ROXY la. xP gosh. then i was like "xiong di wo men zhou ba!" but only brudder got it. wahaha. guess i just say the stupidest things huh!! haha.

man all i rmb was we walked and walked till we got so bored. we started a new trend in counted MYYs and MNNs. =) hey i think that rhymes! woooots am i getting better at it what. xP hehe. i think there were about 567857 of them la. our WHOLE family was in town la. wahahaha. =) right?\ brudder?

went to elvina's house after that and we watched this horribly hilarious cantonese show! wahahaha. it was like plain stupid. but totally entertaining. =) people who like stupidity. i mean who appreciate stupidity. helps you relaz sometimes! hahaha. okay im goign to cut it short man. still have other things to do =) oh yeah i felt damn dumb when i STEPPED ON MY OWN JEANS AND FELL la. in elvina';s room. fortunately the floor was carpeted. if not i would have an elongated head tmr. xP hey at least i fell with style HA HA HA. whatever man!

went sicc with brudder and shiyan! was watch elvina bowl. =) oh so pro! and dear brudder! you didnt srcrew up like you thought you would! proud of you dear! gosh i sound so motherly. EEEWWWW. hahaha. played pool wth shiyan. its like ONEE ALL. wheeee. showdown next time dear! haha for now cont. trg. wahahaha. went back to brudders house to chat somemore and take retarded pics and my dad came. gosh. i wanna play more pool. xD

GDNIGHT EVERYBODY. hpe you didnt die reading all these. kinda boring towards the end. but heck it. =) lovee everyone. esp michelle hoiyan shiyan and BRUDDER elvina! hahaha. hugs.


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11:41 PM







right now you're gone i've fallen.; im sorry.

YAY! im off to town!. soon. hahahha. havent set foot in orchard for like WAY to long. oh wells. shall update more tonight. =) lalala!

LOVE EVERYONe! haha


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Tuesday, October 11

i am fcuking bored. rah.


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8:27 PM







red wine bottle half the contents gone;

omg omg omg omg! i feel as if the exams are over! x) hehehe. BUT I KNOW ITS NOT. its like my heart and my mind are in two different people! HMMM. hahaha. x)

im high. on cheesefries. wth! and ger HAD to come up with the stupid number game so we could finish the fries and save the poor children in africa. somalia. WHEREEVER! hahaha. gosh. really felt like puking SO BAD. i would have. if it werent for btp's horribly stinky toilets. eeeeewww. i think i ate about one box la. co was the worst. about TWO! hahaha. and cheryl was like the fries divider. hehe. WE GAVE GER THE BIGGEST PORTION WHEN SHE FINALLY LOST! hahaha! and cheryl was like. " oh its given according to size. "

HAHA. damn hilarious. i think we were damn noisy and loud and we were disturbing other. ESP the hwachong people beside us who looked as if they were from the chess club! HAHA ger's wonderful idea again! xP hey but it WAS fun. and im still full. can literally feel the fries coming up la. blehh!

today the papers were damn slack! i cant believe it. haha during chi i finished like.. 20 mins before it ended and elvina finished like 30mins before! HAHA. i think we were like both sleeping. so were many other people i believe. =) ms goh came to wake me up la. then went on the wake brudder up. HAHA! then she walked back to me and said " how can you waste time during an exam?" and i like "okay." SO i flipped my answersheet open and looked down like reading. but actually i was closing my eyes. hahaha. and she just walked away. GOSH i was SO freaking sleepy! during listening too! and before that joyy had to get the darn christie chung advert song stuck in my head. you know the one where she was oh-so-slim and can squeeze through 2 cars parked close together. YEAH. i think thats the worst song to getr stuck in your head. hmmm.

feel asleep during listening. but fortunately it was like the second part! when they repeated the passages. i was like leaning back. and i was nodding off. =X oops! wahahah. i couldn't help it! xD HA HA HA. was quite high after that. started jumping ard. wheee! oh yeah michelee and elvina tried to poke my belly button. phew they missed most the time. but i think im going to get bruises AROUND my belly button soon. ='( oh wells. i always miss too. so i gotta practise more. whaha. xP

okay my MOM is nagging me to STUDY for geog 1 now. oh sigh.. i can hear her grumbling all the way from the kitchen. okay i hope she doesnt see this. but she PROBABLY would. wahaha. okay hello mom im going to study now okay!

BYEE EVERYBODY> HAVE FUN PARTYINGG.


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1:02 PM





Monday, October 10

i dont care if it's right or wrong; i just dont love you no more.

WHOA havent talked on the phone for a damn long time. i realised! must be all the stupid exam preparation an stuff. hmmm. DEPRIVED KID. hahaha. xP chatted with ken just now. hahaha.
kenneth you BETTER tell me who it is! if not.. im not gonna go out with you on friday! wahahaha. xP blackmail. wooots. <3

then chatted with elvina. gosh we were getting so high HMMM. well girl you better tell me more. oh so interesting. wahaha. =D chinese tmr! aiyah heck la. i just hope that i can get an OKAY mark! haha. and i wont be bored nomore cos you'll be sitting in front of me again! YAY! =)

then ernest called. BUT i didnt pick up. hahaha. sorry dude! i didnt realise. hehehe. think i was talking to by brudder. =) call me soon! hurhur.

IM A HAPPY GIRL. wheeeeee! im supposed to be looking through chinese (??!!). but they changed the format. dang did so much better when it was the old style la. boohoo. but heck. WE MUST CHANGE WITH THE TIMES. xP

WAH. I NEED TO SAVE MONEY BUT YET I WANT TO GET SO MANY THINGS. but hey. i havent been going shopping since erm I CANT RMB. see how long ago that was! hahaha. heck i havent even set my foot in orchard for a damn long time. sighh. im SO deprive huh. ='( what kinda life is this? x) wahahah.


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8:21 PM







i beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies;

OH YES!!! amath and physics are like over. =D lalalala. only left with chinese paper 2 chinese listening and ERm GEOGRAPHY paper 1. RAH. why are we like the last this time ='( boohoo.

anywayy!! brudderrr!! get your 54/60 and i'll treat you to many many icecreams. wahhah. xP hmmm. wanted to say something else but i kinda forgot. hmmm. x) nevermind then! oh yeah! its so boring when you are not sitting in front of me. dont know why. blehh. but during physics paper it WAS boring. BLEH!

i was so sleepy during the darn physics paper. i kept yawning and when i yawned my eyes became teary and when my eyes became teary i couldnt see the question properly. SIGHH. stupid. i think i have to sleep earlier! HAHAHA. thogh is already sleep SO early. hurhur. anywayy. was rather slack for oboth papers la. for amath you can ask ethel. i was just sitting back and with my arms folded, looking here and there. you know.. people-watching. HA HA HA. its quite fun doing that.

for physics it was like BORING. the paper was so NOT interesting la. sighhh.. =P oh my gosh i ALMOST shaded the bubble sheet wrongly again! oh my gosh man alALMOST died on the spot. cos there was only like a minute left beofre we were supposed to stop. haha but phew. =D if not i'll end up like chem midyears. GOSH i cried like shit la. hehe. gosh.

okay i better go bathe now. then i think im going to sleep. hahaha. take care everybodyy! =D LOVEEE.


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2:47 PM





Saturday, October 8


nothing you say is gonna change us; you can sit there and judge me.

fcuk my whole entry just got deleted. and i cant be bothered to type it all over again. hahaha. hmm. cant control my hands. cant stop it from typing so i guess i'll just have to type it all over again HA HA HA. whatever darn hands.

hmmm. so todays just boring and yesterday was freaky. had tuition at like 830 this morning. could hardly keep myself awake. ='( my tutor just had to scare me la. cant do anything. GOSH somebody would you save me??!! and i promised brudder that we would try to get 50/60 for amath paper2. gosh i guess you would have to do it on your own elvina! ='( haha. nvm i'll still traet you to icecream . HAHAHA. heck

jaychou's songs are so nice and soothing. i think listening to it and styding at the same time helps. for me la. unless i start singing along to it. HMMM. its a major NONO. HAHAHAH. xP oh wells. havent written my shopping list yet! im so behind time. gotta plan this and that play and squash. =) HMMM. whatever. i just counted how much money i have and gosh i so have to saave more to feed my needs. HURHUR.

okay going to sleep now. wahahaha. darn eyebags are making me look like a living dead doll. EEEWWW. x)

HA HA HA



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4:28 PM







fill me in;

oh gosh. had tuition at like 830 this morning! met fann earlier. =) BECAUSE we were kiasu. haha nolah. cos I DONT KNOW. =) i know your secret! hahaha. sweet. ANYWAY. god! my tuition teacher was totally freaking me out. seriously. i didnt know how to do. and i promised brudder we would try to get 50/60 together! hahaha. oh god save me. =)

heck. I NEED TO SLEEP. horrible dark rings are like like perpetually there. ='( BOOHOO. i dont want to look like a freaking living dead doll. EEKK.

todays boring. havent written my shopping list yet. =) going to do it really soon. just counted how much i have, GOSH i better statr saving more. xP to feeed my neeeds. hurhur. sometimes i just feel like running away. SIGHH. i dont know why. run away from reality and hide in my lalaland where everything is a bed of roses. OKAY snap out of it nicole!!

going to take a nap now. visit my lala land. =) HA HA HA. jaychou's songs are nice and soothing. its good music to listen to when you stdy. well think it works her me. unless i start singing along. HMMM. =D BYEEE!


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4:20 PM





Friday, October 7

its getting hot in here; so take off all your clothes.

gosh i feel kinda relieved! =D wheeeee. but i still have physics.amath paper 2. chinese. geog paper 1

HMMM. so irritating. ='( i'll be like mugging for geog when they will be playing! wanna cry! hahaha. but thanks brudder and michelle for waiting! hahahaha. =) loveloveee. LIT AND AMATH TODAY. sucked like (@#&%!)@($%.
RAHRAHRAH. didnt know quite a hell lot of questions. but heck! its likee.. OVER. =D the poem was difficult! i didnt think my geography helped a teeny weeny bit at all. haha the poem was aobut destruction of nature and plants??!! something like that. haha. oh nvm! =) going to sleep after this. then start chionging for my physics. WAH fortunately ms cheong is in japan now lohh, if not if she hears i HAVENT even started. she'll spray blood everywhere. HMMM. xP gosh im sadistic. but whatever.

recess was hilarious today! the ultimate man. okay so we were eating meepok again as USUAL. kinda getting sick of it, shall try other things next time! =) anywayy back to the point. so our main reason was to check out the senile old woman's HIGHHIGH bra. haha oh my gosh at first we were like HEY WHERES THE STRAP??!! hahah goodness gracious me! it was unhooked la! GOSH. brudder natt and i just burst out laughing like noones business. =) *angelic look*

so went up after that with elvina and michelle. planned some things we were going to do after the eams=) they are so nice. loveee. haha. anywayy. started talking rubbish about _____. lin-ge-rie. -cham-pan-ne. would you like kopi or teh tarek??!! god! i think sane people wouldnt know what we were talking about. =D ger's laughter is contagious! and i miss sitting next to her. ='( maybe next year!! hahaha. hope stupid ct doesnt make me sit with you know who again!. =X oh ethel is having a sore throat. TAKE CARE GIRL! and ethels voice aint as sexy as last time! when she was mute. xP HAHA get the joke? hmmm. wanna change my templateee! haha. shall ask michelle to help me. =D wheee. after the exams of something like that. hehehe.

i'll keep YOU MY dirty little secret. x)


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1:37 PM





Thursday, October 6

JUST PUSH THE BUTTON.

oh yeahh. both papers for emath are FINALLY OVER. but tmr its amath! thats even worsst! hope my hard work pays off! hahaha. go ask my tuition teacher, i've been working hard. =) gosh im gonna miss her when i move onto sec4. if i move on that is. HAHAHA. P okay not funny. =X anywayy. =) tuition later on. i justbathed! feel more refreshed now.. i got so drowsy looking through a freaking thick stack of lit notes that i went to sleep. =) well only a short short nap! like 30 mins. short right! haha. =D anywayy. while i was sleeping. i was like in a subconcious state, but at the same time i was likeee dreaming already? haha. thinking of something else. and suddenly in my dream i TRIPPED! and in reality i jerked la. hahah. and i gasped for breath. xP gosh i HATE that icky feeling. it always happens to me .='( hahaha. anywayy! my neighbour is doing some hammering. GOSH so irritation. shut up man!

sighh. im stresed and when im stressed i get frustrated easily. well towards some people only. =) haha. anywayy. looking through amanth now!
sin^2 X + 1 =cos^2X
tan^2X + 1 =sec^2X
cot^2X + 1 =cosec^2

GOSH i really HATE HATE HATE trigo like shit! haha. but the other tpics are okay i guess. maybe not.. erm.. BT. but sometimes if im lucky i get the correct answer. haha IF IM LUCKY THAT IS. =D have lit and amath tmr. GOSH. im kinda freaking out right now. may cry like tonight. TO RELIEVE STRESS. haha. it depends how much i know for tuition. xP okay la. better get off the stupid com. =) gdbye.


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2:42 PM





Wednesday, October 5

jimmy gets highh;

the exams are still on ust what am i diong? in front of the com wasting precious time. fcuk. but hey i DO need to relieve the freaking stress eh!! hahaha. just had emath paper 1. hmmm. didnt expect it to be THAT tough. hope can get okay marks. though. I HOPE MY PAPER2 WO"ULD BE ABLE TO PULL MY MARKS UP. haha. cos _____ set it. haha. i'll just laugh if i come out of the exam hall tmr cursing and swear till the cows come home. oh rather i would CRY. haha. crying is fun. right brudder? =D

heck yesterday was the worst. lets say it was funny yet frustrating. yes FRUSTRATING. RAH! chem was freaking difficult. gosh, i quote elvina" its not even Olevels set so hard for what??!!" haha. i think thats what she said. when we were swearing from outside the hall to lockers to classroom to corrider to staffroom to stairs i started venting my frustration on my senior. HAHA. CHEESEBUNS+TAO SA BAO. wtf. many many more. RAHHHHHHH!! for more detailed info go to bruudder's blog! hahaha.

planned some things to do AFTER the exams. whoa. sweet sweet after exams break. wheeee. but still have to endure another week of tough papers to get through, cry through. BLAHH. HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME??!! hahahah. xP oh wells. sometimes i wonder why this year has passed so fast. ='( like it feels as if the beginning of sec 3 was not too long ago. and now we are sitting for EOY. fcuk. hahaha. sec4 next year. THATS EVEN WORST. so many things changed this year. good and bad. but more for GOOD. cos i have wonderful friends to do crappy stupid silly crazy things with. HAHA. hmm gonna miss them like crazy la. IF I GO TO HWACHONG. hmm. but whatever. enjoy it while we all can! hahaha. =) love you guys. LOVEEE.

okay my MOM is grumbling. RAH. cant she follow the dumexplus milkpowder advert.?? haha. parents shoud encourage and NOT pressurise their CHILDREN. i TOTALLY agree. =) okay better get my butt off the com now. BLAH. peace out!


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11:41 AM





Monday, October 3

come what mayy;

OH YES GEOG IS OVER. and tday i spent like 4567hours chionging chem la. x'( feel like dying already. but today in sch WAS quite amusing. right after the chi paper1, after the teachers collected the scripts of course. elvina turned ard and was like DONT YOU THINK_____ looks like blah blah blah. haha cant really rmb what whoever looked like. HAHA. started a new round of giggles and mr ling was like standing there STARING at us. okay maybe not but he was looking HAHA. so recess. went with joy and frankie and bruuderr too. joy and frankie were like cramming human geog la. and i was the only one doing full geog there. xP haha. wen to the library and it was so FREAKIN cold la. almost become an icesculpture. hurhur. =) frankie like burped sp loudly i SWEAR mr ling looked over our way. haha joy and i were like WHOA! fanning away cos frankie drank like coffee for recess. hahaha. ALMOST fainted. =) like the word almost. been using it quite alot. dont know why though. SIGHH.

this is such a boring entry. my brain is now full of chem. =( hmm going to watch the korean show soon! then can talk to my squishy friend about it. =D my favourite thing to do right after watching it. =D hahha. okay gtg now. gdnight everybody.

NIGHT TO ALL. =)


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9:53 PM





Saturday, October 1

if you're ready for me boy; ou better push the button let me know.
haha this was the song that was stuck in lynette's and my head for ALMOST the whole day on friday. including during the ss paper. such a sucky song to get stuck in your head. hmmm.
this entry is in reponse to my brudderrr's post! actually im not coughing already. maybe the germs like you better elvina! haha xP be grateful, im sure they have feelings too. HAHA. wl. im becoming damn crappy lohhh.. but be the exam stress! RAH. ='(

yeah and im sure it would look like we're cheating. two coughs means " how to do question2." haha shit. what if one of the teachers like ct reads this. HAHAHA. better try to supress any coughing fit! xP heck la.. im stress. geog is so tedious, my brain is exploding with all the imfomation about spits tombolos and bars, momsoons, climatic diasasters[ WHAT A DISASTER!] warm temperate eastern western and continental climate weathering processes deltas rivers. RAHRAHRAH. dont mess with me.

anywayy. cant be bothered to type anymore. STUDY SMART EVERYBODY. and night to all! huuugsss.


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11:36 PM