Hello everybody, I'm currently in this stone state of mind from all the revision for prac. So pardon me if I don't make sense. :)

Firstly, HI RACHEL, the girl who secretly reads my blog, and only chose to disclose herself today. Hurhur don't you feel honoured with me addressing you personally?

Chem prac tmr. Once again, goodluck everyone. I just love Chem practicals, I hope something like oxygen would come out and not horrendous pungent gas, ammonia. At this point in time I see a flying ant on my computer screen. It's quite dumb because it keeps flying into the screen. All futile attempts I must say. It's getting quite annoying, oh okay it's flown away. Poor thing must have gotten a concussion.

What else.

Oh yes, some people had Chinese Os today. I saw Paper 1 and found it quite difficult! But maybe it's just because I haven't touched/read/written a single word of chinese since the Os. Anyway, I hope that Frankie, Ethel & Nette get their desired results! :) So that their time would not have been wasted. OH YEAH, I'm suppoed to be Nette's witness. It was so horridly cold in the ME Lau Hall that her green veins on her hand turned purple.

If you do not wish to become human iceblocks, I strongly advise you to bring your jackets. Or if you are desperate cos you forgot, you could use your MGS Labcoat, like what Nic did. And no that's not me.

Decided to go for tuition, I'm glad I did. I feel enlightened :) And blessed. Moved tables and had a fruitful discussion. Now I'm wondering if I want to stop tuition. I feel it gives me assurance and what not. Okay, not my choice I guess. She said to me before I left : Be Blessed.

Right, mummy just talked to me about tuition. I think I'm continuing. :) That means I have to msg Joash to ask him about the discussion days. Cos obviously I wasn't listening just now. haha


Be Blessed.

boys speak in code. says:
eh you kne tht day right

boys speak in code. says:
you send me the song

boys speak in code. says:
hahahahhaa

boys speak in code. says:
i feel dem stupid

boys speak in code. says:
i kne why cnt hear.

You'll Realise That You Love Me, Yeah says:
you never on speaker?

You'll Realise That You Love Me, Yeah says:
hahahah

You'll Realise That You Love Me, Yeah says:
okay that would be quite dumb

boys speak in code. says:
uh. no. its cos i have no speakers

You'll Realise That You Love Me, Yeah says:
OMMMMG

You'll Realise That You Love Me, Yeah says:
hahahahah just as stupidd.

You'll Realise That You Love Me, Yeah says:
HAHAHA

boys speak in code. says:
hahahahaa.

boys speak in code. says:
i realised.

boys speak in code. says:
i was like, eh. crap.

boys speak in code. says:
-crickets-

You'll Realise That You Love Me, Yeah says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA

And this is why I love Natt. :)

Thanks Mel, we can be EMOOOOOOOO

I hate Physics practicals, Ms * is such a biatch, and bias too.
Ohhh, I was trying to study mangroves in the LT just now. So i asked Mel Lee whether we need to know the different zones. So she said "Yeah roughly, one starts with A, one with R and one with.. "

I went " Yeah and B too, Bitch. :)" HAHAHA

Dear Diary,

Mood: Apathetic

Stop my breathing and slit my throat. I must be emo

HAHAHAHAH omg, that song is the best. Mel quick send it to me, why you go off so fast last night ! Great, the song's stuck in my head now.

Okay, what now. Oh yes, Physics Prac tmr. Hurhur
GOODLUCK PHYSICS STUDENTS ! Especially for extended question, if you don't know how to do, at least sketch a straight line graph. HAHAH okay, PRAY you know how to answer.

We had the BIG Mini Fair today, to be honest I totally forgot about it. When I reached school I was like, Why are there balloons everywhere, and why are they blasting music?! They must have gone mad. Anyway, Mr Ling answered my questions and I went to walk around with Faith Mel Gina. Quite boring if you ask me, no match for the one we had in 2003. Wanted to crash the Haunted House. This bitch chased us out la, like hello you're talking to your seniors here. Lucky for you it was kinda dark and I didn't get close look at your face. HAHA okay I'm kidding. Oh yes, sorry Eunice if we got you into any trouble. Thanks for helping us. :)

Heck, ended up walking around looknig at games and ate a fair bit of fishballs and otah. See, boring. Sam and HangFeng picked me up in a cab and scooted off to tuition. Sat there for like 15 mins looking at each other cos she was in her room. Hooray went through some practical stuff. I'm still freaking out here. To all, Pray and I mean PRAY. Even if you put us to the test, we will do our best and leave God the rest. Ohh rhymes.


If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
i figured out a way to do well for o's

You Said Hello says:
ahah how

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
like since more points is good

You Said Hello says:
share

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
get54 points!

You Said Hello says:
WHAT MORE POINTS LA

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
more=good

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
hhahaha

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
54=SUPERRRRRR GENIOUS!

You Said Hello says:
hahaahahah loser

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
hahah what!

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
hahaha or or!

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
sign up for ALL the subjects

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
then dont turn up

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
then when you apply for a jobt

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
they;ll be like whoaa you took so many subjects

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
hahahaha

You Said Hello says:
yeah all UNGRADED

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
hahaha no..absent!

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
then you say

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
aiyah. i was sick la

If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me. what would you do? ♥♡ says:
umm one more way! staple money on your paper

He is so full of shit.

I don't know Diary, sometimes I feel that you are the only one that gets me. You're my best friend.

I feel like tacos.

PS, I miss you Ping. We shall go shopping soon okay? And seek shelter from the rain in the phonebooth. love

Make this ride as fast as I can
Tonight this road home feels a little longer
I hope you know that you were my best friend
Tonight I said goodbye, but I should have said more
Thanks for the best time of my life.

Daphne Loves Derby. I love. :)

Time to study, again.
I apologise for the lifeless entries. But my life is pretty much boring now. Really. Boring.
Okay, not really, Peter Nicol(6th) vs Azlan Iskandar(16th). I'm not too sure if Peter's ranked 6th now, but he was World Number 1 for a really long time. A few years. :D

It was a really good exhibition match. :D Exciting and really entertaining. I was really into the game, I swear I could have jumped out of my seat like a million times. You can feel the adrenelin rush just by watching their match.

It been a really long time since Kallang was so full of people, besides Asian Indi this June la.
I told Jilly that Kallang was going to collapse soon. Hey, there are already cracks on the walls please.
Dangerous.

Got my rackets autographed, along with a picture I took with him 2years ago. :) He still remembers me! OMG, he's still so charming as ever. :) I think he's 30something this year, he doesn't look a day over 26. Shook his hand and he said "Goodluck with your squash. :D" -melting. Okay la, Azlan is quite goodlooking too, I think he looks better with his fin hairstyle though. HAHAHA nuts. Mr Nicol, don't retire!!

Relative Velocity beckons.

SCHOOL TMR. I'm like going to school earlier and ealier. Gosh

Y You

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! :D

haha I think she's going to kill me for putting up this picture. :) I like.

My oh my, guess who I saw today! The model I saw in the newpapers, and proclaimed my eyecandy. KENJI. OMGGAHHH I almost melted. So I messaged Ping right away, to tell her how goodlooking he is and how good his body is ! :) What a good day. If you are wondering who I'm talking about, just ask me and I'll show you a picture of him. I still can't believe my eyes man.

She asked why didn't I ask for his autograph. It was because I was in the car. :( And he was just walking pass the car, at Cine. Somemore my mymmy stil can go "Where where where?" isn't he obvious enough! The rest like shite. HAHA

I think there's something seriously wrong with my head. It's throbbing like nobody's business. Darn migraine, I hate you. To the core.

Okay no Christmas Service tmr. The other parent doesn't wanna wake up to send me. Anyhow, I still have to take a bus to school at like 10ish tmr. :(

I do, but I guess I still don't know who you are.
You can be the sweet person who brightens up my day,
or the secretive person who won't let me in on anything.
I. Don't. Know.

Okay, what else.

Ohh, it's Mummy's birthday tmr ! :) :D Which only means a whole day out.
In other words, NO STUDYING WOULD BE DONE ! Rejoice, I really do need the break.
I still remember mummy saying how her best birthday present would be my good grades.
I think I've let her down a lot of times though. Nevermind, this Os would be the greatest present of all. Hur hur, I'd like to think so.

HAHA, and I'm wondering why I'm still typing away at the com. Heck, everytime I look at my monsterous heap of books I don't even feel like studying. Thank God the exams are coming.

Chinese translated, faster come faster go.

Oh, my brain was working really ssloowwwlyy today.
I. Mean.Slowly. Slowly.SLOWLY.
It seems as though I had problems processing things, I took like forever to get through one page of Weathering from Geog.
So I went to take a nap, and woke up with a terrible headache. I took a total of about 5 panadols last night and today, if I remembered correctly. Bloody haze.

We should just build a giganormous vaccuum thing to suck up all the haze and blow it it back to Indonesia. Hurhur.

Nats Colours was yesterday. Super boring. I didn't think it did much justice to my time, I should have brought books to revise. HAHA it's Nic the nerd speaking.
Poor Andrew got sent home cos he totally forgot about the awards so he didn't have the proper shoes. What's their problem, I saw a few other awardees wearing sneakers as well, why could they collect their's onstage? So anyway, bananaring yellow and purple blazers are HAHAHA nice don't you think? But I think MG's white is the most prominent. :) I will miss it. :) Ended up people-watching to pass my time.

Hogged the dessert table, what's new?
Hid in the ultra dark stairwell with Nana and HuiEr to scare Mel. I think her mummy did a good job, ahah pretending not to hear me knocking and banging on the door. With Nabilah putting her face at the small window on the door. Oh yes, with really messy letdown hair.

I'M GOING TO USE MY 50$ NUM VOUCHER TMR. :D SAY YAY !
YAY !

Might be going for Christmas service in school on Monday.
Ms Or
Tuition
Kallang. The place I love to burn my fats and sweat like a waterfall. I mean training.

Now I really can't wait for Os to be over. Team Tournament in KL 1st to 4th Dec.
YAFOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHH !

How was I supposed to know
You never told me what you want
I can't read your mind,
And You never bothered to look inside of mine.
Goodnight.

/Edit.

You're the beauty that is deeper,
Than eyes can merely see.
The closest thing to perfect.
But the furthest thing from me.

I cried again today. I'm getting quite pissed with myself. HAHA
Nette's showing me a slideshow of her darling Went. Through her display picture.
Yes, we are busy swooning.
She's trying to make me as happy as she is. :) haha I think it's working !
I like this pic. And no it's not of Went. It's taking so darn long to upload ! :(















I'm

READY FOR WAR

I'm diagnosed with randomities. (: For today.

Okay I know I said that my previous post would be my last entry till after Os.
But I couldn't resist it. There's just so many things I want to say. Some things which I suddenly have the urge to express. Yes, it's because today was the Last Day of school. My short, yet extremely memorable, four years in MG officially ends today. But I'm certain that in my heart, it would never ever end.

You can take a girl out of MG, but you can never take MG out of the girl.

Such strong bonded friendships and love displayed everywhere, I'm surely going to miss. The friends I made have definitely made an impact in my life, be it big or small, they have influenced me and made me the person I am today. (Good or bad, you choose la. :) ) I JUST LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.

Today was an emotional rollercoaster, I felt every single emotion one can ever feel. During free period, we were taking pictures and making merry like we always do. But today was a bit different, I don't know but I just felt it. It was as though we were trying our very best to enjoy each others company one last time before we embark on our Olevels. Or rather that's what I felt. I wanted to make every moment count, and not let it slip past me just like THAT. Okay I'm starting to sound, very unlike me. I'm going to start crying soon.

Baccalaureate Service was the ultimate. No words can describe the way I felt during that short one and a half hours. Okay, read Nette blog for some infomation on it. The part where I saw her crying and started to tear myself. :'( Actually it's all Ms Teo's fault, she created a chain effect. :(

Who compares to you?
Who set the stars in their place?
You who calmed the raging seas
That came crashing over me.


To the 9 of you who have constantly spiced up my life:

Although I only got to know like almost ALL of you in Sec3, I can never express how much you guys mean to me. Each and everyone of you ! I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU SO MUCH. Thanks for being such dependable/reliable/trusty/lovable/crazy friends. I will never forget you guys. Even till we are old and wrinkled we must still keep in touch alright ! I think we felt that bond today, when we were standing ourside the canteen. Just before we went seperate ways ( to tuition or hci or stay in school), we just started sobbing and hugging each other. I just want to say that every moment spent with you guys is special and it will remain a fond memory which I can fal back on.

With reference to recent events (oh shit too much ss), I especially want to thank a few of you , Nette Ethel Joy. Thanks for guilding me when I lost my sense of direction, in you guys know what, and you know just felt lost. :) I LOVE YOU. All the encouragement and assurance really helped me a lot. :)

To all of you again, good luck for Os. Remember that we are just a mesasge or a call away okay? Okay or even a bus away. I'll miss everyone of you, till me meet again outside the ME Lau Hall. GOSH.

Memories playing like a film without sound.

I went back to school after HCI OpenHouse. Went back to clear stuff and chuck them in the locker, but part of me wanted to go back cos I felt like it. I knew Ethel and Nette would be studying their ass off in the canteen, so I decided to pop by. :) At the same time I took a trip around the school, alone. I wanted to take everything in. I'm surely going to miss running around the 300m track. And how we always try to hide from Mrs Kuan's watchful eye just to get away from running 2 rounds. Such slackers, no? Fond memories. :) Many more where that came from !

You gave me something.

I'm sorry I only waited for the very last day of school. I feel terrible but yes. I'll miss you.


OKAY I'M DONE WITH THIS ENTRY FULLSTOP BEFORE I START CRYING. haha

Stars of 4B2.

Goodnight World.

Waiting on an angel
One to carry me home
Hope you come to see me soon,
Cause I don't want to go alone,
I don't want to go alone.

Ben Harper just moves me. He pulls on my heart strings. :)

The Big Os are inching nearer. This should be my last entry, if I can restrain myself. :)

Alright. I shall be back on the 16th of November ! Now that seems rather far away. :'(
Just hang on everyone, I know it's difficult watching the other levels enjoying their FREEDOM since it's the last day of their EOYs. It's the last stretch and we can play harder after the stupid Os ! :)

Alright, so study hard but don't forget to rest well and beware of the haze !

Sweet. Don't we look like we're on tv? :) NettePING squishWong.
Au revoir for now !

Thanks Nigel. Teach me soon, promise? :)

Okay I've got the full thing.

WHY THEY ARE FRIENDS,
Because they smile.
Because they understand just by looking into your eyes.
Because they know you better than you know yourself.
Because with them you aren't afraid to be yourself.
Because you can say something stupid or expose your deepest secrets to them
Because everything you do together becomes a memory.
Because you don't need to do something special to have fun, fun just happens.
Because you don't need to explain anything, they just know.
Because they tell you the truth no matter how much you'd rather not hear it.
Because they would do anything for you and get you out of trouble.
Because they make you laugh harder than anyone.
Because they are not afraid to put themselves on the line for you.
Because you can trust them.
Because they believe in your dreams, no matter how silly they may be.
Because they dry your tears.
Because you are good enough when you are with them.
Because they love you for who you really are.

Okay those in italics are those with i feel are especially true. Which is pretty
much everything. :) ALMOST. hahaha, for the part where you can say something
stupid, I said the stupidest thing just now.

So I was on the phone, talking to Sam, kinda pestering him to get me sushi for tuition cos I was still in school. And for whatever reason I don't know, I just started searching my pocket and looking around. Then I asked Natt, " EH, WHERE'S MY PHONE?!" Like OMG, I've never ever done something so retarded in my life. haha okay maybe just a few other times. :) I'm getting muddle-headed.

ANYWAY, Joy made me laugh harder than anyone else did today. She took a picture of me and she went to superimpose a picture of the stupid old woman from the chapter ACIDS BASES AND SALTS, in the shape of a heart, and put it next to my face. She even set it as my wallpaper please. Plus, the ahem video is very entertaining. Second time watching and I still find it hilarious. :)

Oh yes, in the morning Ger and Joy were like kinda late for assembly. so they were rushing like mad dogs la. Seriously, but they got into line just on time. Ger was panting like nobody's business. Let's see, I was standing right in front of her. HAHAHA, she started hyperventilating cos I think she was trying to control her breathing, whatever la. But Nette and I were laughing so hard. It's so difficult to control laughter, poor Ger she must have felt like she's going to drop dead and die, from the breathlessness and the stifling of laughter. :) The funniest part was,
she SNORTED. You could just see Nette and I shaking from behind. :)

It's the last week of school. Officially. Let all the "politics" go away, it's suffocating me.
Anyway, does anyone know how to put the comments thing at the end of every post?
hahaha, if you do please let me know on MSN. You guys should know my MSN. :)
Thank you ! :D

Work calls. I can just feel those As calling out to me to grab them. :)
HAHAHAH, yeah right Nic.
WORK + MORE WORK = A VERY STRESSED NIC
Or all work and no play makes Nic a very dull girl. AH WHATEVF. hahahahahah (:
I'm starting my nonsensical rambling. :D

Oh yes, PING I've got an adventure to tell you tmr. :D My brother told me. hahah

GOODBYE !

It so good, it gave me goosebumps. (:
I believe.

Today was the second longest day I've stayed in school for this year. :) It was fun, the whole
day, not just after school. (: Anyway, I'll skip most of the details.

AFTER SCHOOL
Natt Joy and I went over to CHEERS to have cup noodles ! :) Cos Et and Nette had Chinese lesson so yes, we went to eat first. Sat on the floor as usual, gosh I'm so going to miss that when we leave MG. That's one thing I'll miss, out of a lot of things that I WON'T miss. Right? Anyway, I'm starting to not know what I'm talking about. Okay, yes when we were seated on the floor happily with our noodles, this couple came into ESSO and they wanted to use the ATM machine(haha JOY !), so we automatically moved away to create space for them la. BUT the MAN said to the WOMAN in cantonese that we were blocking the way. Then I told Natt, quite loudly, that "I CAN UNDERSTAND". The guy shut up after that. Oh well.

Bought Jolly Shandy and we walked back to school. HAHAHA we were talking about being high on like 0.5% of alcohol. HAHAHA But in the end we got high because of the continuous laughing all the way from CHEERS, up the slope and back to school. I love those 2 retarded butterflies. (inside joke! haha)

I feel very accomplished. haha finished FOUR CHAPTERS of Chem in school today. Did TYS !
(: As Mrs Low would say: TYS is my bestfriend. :) But not for long, it'll be out of the window in
a few weeks time. Now that would be killer litter wouldn't it? AHHWELL.

so nonstop studying from about 230 to 7. Okay maybe some breaks here and there to cam whore and talk a bit. But I swear it was just a bit. (: Shall uplaod the crazy and random
pictures when I get them from Natt. :)

CONFESSIONS CONFESSIONS CONFESSIONS Hmmm. hahaha, another inside thing. And no Nette, you are not stupid, you're INTELLIGENT. (:

Nette was feeling all artistic and she started drawing all over my hand. hahaha. Or rather, handS. quite cute la, I love my toothless looking fish. (:

Oh and dear JLING took my Ipod home by mistake ! So now I have hers. haha, that dodo bird. But don't worry I shall help you upload good songs, since you keep complaining you have no nice songs ! hahaha, you kept using mine as a result. The first song I'm goign to upload is I BELIEVE. :) hahaha, cos you just love that song,right?! :) You must have taken my Nano on purpose ! No I'm kidding.

EVERYTIME I LISTEN TO INTO THE OCEAN BY BLUE OCTOBER IT REMINDS ME OF LYNETTE WONG ZHIMIN. :) My squishy friend, and my dearest Ping ! (: The Adventures
Of Ping and Pong. I must say we mimic them quite well.

Okay I can't seem to upload photos. Another time then. My mummy is asking me to study again, obviously she's blind.

Goodnight World (:

WHY THEY ARE FRIENDS,

Because they accept you for who you are.
you laugh the hardest when you are with them.
you can do the stupidest things with them.
there is no need not do anything special with them, every moment with them is special.
they are willing to put everything on the line to get you out of trouble.
they believe in your dreams, no matter how silly they are.
you are not afraid to be who you are when you are with them.
you can share your deepest secrets with them.
they tell you the truth no matter how difficult is it.
they dry up your tears.

Thank you Grace. After reading that, I couldn't stop smiling throughout Physics, and even through the day. :) Of course there are like many more, but I have a short memory so yes. that's all I remember. HAHA,I think it goes something like that. :) I swear I'm going to steal your Science pad soon. HAHAHAHHAHA. Bubbletoes.

Had FREE PERIOD today. Mrs Low wasn't here, so we ended up talking and comparing everything from results, to height, to weight. As
you can see, we got back report books today. :) Had a good time laughing and skiving with Nette, Joy Natt. and ferankie, mich shi and halk were there too. :)

Don't worry Nette, you have till like 9+pm at night. FRET NOT ! AHAHA.

Okay I've got to finish my English work, which I have yet to get started on.
Then I'll do Physics. Yes I'll do just that.

I'm getting the jitterbugs. :( I'm feeling really insecure for my chem, and physics.
But physics is quite normal. Oh gosh, I'm going to pay more attention to these two subjects.
I BETTER.

Going to start studying CHEMISTRY at 7pm all the way to 10pm. Talk about hardcore.
And tmr I'm going to track Ms Or down, to get some physics done before i head for amath tuition. GOSH, I have turned into a nerd. :( But fret not, as I told James, I'll revert after the darn Os are over. :)
Yes, so that sciences revision for thes 2 days. :) I feel much better just planning it. HAHA

Of course I'm not going to neglect my Humanities and what nots. I'll fix time in for that, somehow. ANYWAY, Ms Teo didn't come to school today. She made me rush through my lit
hw like a mad woman. I kept complaining to my mummy about how much I have left. :(

Ah well, had a good time with Et Halk and Natt during that ONE AND A HALF HOURS.
We tried hidding in the library when Mrs Tan(the librarian, I think that's her name) wanted to close the library and go for lunch. We failed miserably. I'm so scared of her now, ahahah
cos she kept finding us where ever we went, and I think she was quite annoyed.
But who cares la

I gave Grace a new nickname. HAHA. BUBBLETOES. :) Something like the song.
hahah, it's stupid how it came about. I shall have dinner and start my hardcore revision! YAFOOOOOH ! :D

Oh and yes, I think I'm going to wear slippers to school tmr. hahah cos, I have a blister on
each of my foot. OUCH.

Ferankie Natt Nic

I can't let go,

No I can't let go of you

You're holding me back without even trying to

I can't let go

I can't move on from the past

Without lifting a finger you're holding me back.