my head feels heavy. i just feel like lying on my bed and not do anything else BUT I CANT. my life is just so.. wasted. hmmm... its full of studies sports studies sports studies sports. you get the idea. maybe i WILL see the significance in the future but now i simply cant. at this point in time i cant. how about something new for a change? =X sighh i dont know what.. but all i can do now is study for EOY. im beginning to really hate that word! haha study. blahh makes me gag. i have a damn bad headache.. maybe thats why im not making any sense in what the hell im typing xP hhaha. oh well.

RAH. my parents want me to go to hwachong. wth.. i want to go to ac! cant they just let me do what i want for like just this once? cant take it anymore.. i just wonder how i would turn out if i REALLY go to hwachong. haha imagine this. me struggling with studies ,mixing ard with the smarties [ i just wanna eat them along with M'n'Ms. haha.] i dont knoww. me not knowing what they are talking about most of the time. BUT i wouldnt mind if ethel mich natt joy ger halk frankie or whoever goes there as well. at least i will have company! if not.. NO WAY. its just not me right? i think ac would suit me perfectly. =) true blue acsian. haha. okay thats so wrong. i dont know what you call them la. =)

heck it just see what happens when the time comes.

just got back from commendation award rehearsal.. it qas quite fun la cos we just sat there and chatted. except for the part where i had to stand there for dont know how long. i kept fidgeting. hehe. i feel uneasy standing there alone. i didnt know whether to smile or not! anywayy that aside, during assembly the sky turn dark so quicky like all of a sudden. haha it was like war of the worlds and everyone was looking up at the sky. =X super dark man! like DARK GREY hehehe. i didnt listen to a thing ms kon said during devotions. naughty aye?

PE was great! during warmup i was like taking the short cut la. and everyone went to follow me la! haha. TRENDSETTER. just kidding so we ended up just running in circles in the middle of the sports com. =D laughing away wildly. then played multigames! its like the best game ever! cos there was FLOORBALL handball basketball netball and soccer. haha. it depends what ball mrs kuan throws in haha. xP floorball was the most tiring cos we had the run the breadth of the sports com and if she throws in the floorball ball then we have to run all the way back to graqb the sticks! =D fun fun fun!! played against A2. sighh.. alot of clashes and stuff. people falling onto the floor and my shoe FLEW out when i played soccer =) so loose huh.

the rest of the da was normal. ETHEL IS SO HORNY la. doing god knows what with the icecream wink* oops i should NOT use God's name in vain. im so sorry.

collect my IC with michelle! it turned out we were the last 2 to collect of of all the people born in july la. haha forgot about it totally. xP and when the clerk put our ICs on the table i was like "oh God!" and snatched it away. haha *sorry again* i look so "dead" i quote michelle. and her pic is nice from far but far from nice. =D i quote myself. HAHA. =DDD i need to strt revising for EOY now. im so slack i just feel like kicking that feeling away and starting afresh. hmph! and i hate amath trigo. =X

today started off REALLY badly la. i woke up at SEVEN when sch was about to start at 720. HAHA. so i was late for sch but that was just a small matter then we got mack our lit. i passed that but my geog. WHAT THE HELL. hahaha. dragged me all the way down la. =( nvm try to do better for the one on tues. its not fair! the history girls dont have any more tests till after the holidays. hmph! and they just told me that ful geog would be the last paper on the last day. =( thats when like the rest of the people are PLAYING already la. RAH!

anywayy the ret of the day was quite enjoyable. with my good friends around but at times i got quite pissed at certain people. when eng lesson ended i got SO pissed that i didnt even reply her when she talked to me. HAHA and i went to sit with my chem partner! ZOY LING AR! xD she cheered me p like ALOT la. thanks dear! haha if not i would have still been a grumpy old maid. haha. THE MAID!! eeeekk! we found a new code when we want to eat in class. haha. im not going to tell here la duh then everyone in the whole wide world would know. hehee. oh boy i need some deep heat now. HAHA. =P elvina joy and i realised that if we pay attention time actually flys REALLY REALLY fast. =) and we managed to do the questions okay. =) haha. tahts a first. went for lunch in sch and we started throwing th corntos and trying to catch it using our mouths. the whole floor had like corntos everywhere! and we started throwing it at each other. esp. at frankie! she was like this game at a amusement park. hehe. everyone threw it at her at the same time la.. i think we wasted like 2 packs of corntos. =( haha heck its only 30cents each.silly things we do.=X

rehearsal started and ms ng made the sec 2 class recite their lyrics la it sounds damn off. i think we were the only class who didnt have to do so =) haha. pro or what!!! but mcfries got super pissed at one point during the rehearsal la. SIGHH. never imitaters. =) geddit!! full dress is on tues like after commendation awards.. so it would be at night. double sighh. but can go eat dinner after that! and performance on wed! hahaha. YAY! i got third colours, sports scholarship and most outstanding duuno what award! haha first time man!! but ned to run to so many places to sit and wait. darn. okay i think i better go bath now. =D being pregnant is tiring. haha. inside joke! but we ended up bursting all the balloons. it was chaos. screams everywhere! laughs everywhere.. haha. we were so noisy during free period. xP

hmm should i go for pestasukan? haha. oh heck la i wont have the time anywayy =) im feeling really free now la.. and i shouldnt be cos my exams are approaching real quick. =X my fingers are crossed. i wanna improve my percentage from midyears la. haha. heck it la.

for our 2hours of math today we did trigo graphs! oh my goodness its madness i tell you! sine curve cosine curve tangent curve, we were all feeling curvey after that excruciating 2HOURS!! haha. hmph! its damn confusing la and some curves looked way too weird. HAHAHA. inside joke. =D RAH there are like those flying ants in my room la they are damn irritating! its a sign.. its goign to rain soon =( hahaha. i hate it when it rains! but it also depends when. when im in sch having lessons its nicee.. easier to fall sleep =D haha. i think im a sunshine person! if not i'll feel super gloomy. haha.=X

okay im goign to watch the 9oclock show now. rehearsals tmr for tchers day =) BUT we havent practised since.. forever??!! HAHA. gdluck to us!

oh gawd..!! the korean show STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN [mon+tues channel U 10-11pm] is so sad?? =( i cried just now. i wonder how some people can be SO damn hardhearted?!?! i mean like even if 2 girls like the same guy. its FAIR competition right? i mean like its only fair for the guy to choose? i am so feaking irritated by the stepsister!! i mean is winning so important all the time? to the extent of harming someone else? i dont think so!! sorry la but im just damn pissed off. haha. now i know why my dad hates it when i watch that show cos i will start cursing and swearing[ not exactly but you know what i mean] at the stupid childish meaningless things the retarded stepsistr and the stepmom does.

http://u.mediacorptv.com/stairwaytoheaven.htm

RAH! ='( no more episodes till next mon! i cant wait! so i can scold somemore. haha nolah to find out whether chengjun[the gdlooking guy] finds jingshu[nice girl], eventhough she lost her memory after her step sis BANGED her down with her dad's car. ARGHHH. i cant wait. this is my new fave show. =) am i weird or what? i like a show that pisses me off. hahaha. no it actually just evokes my emotions. haha. xD

okay enough of the show =) woooot! OH i just realised that debbie and rachel are damn childish!! teasing each other about their overlarged forehead and overgrown nose! haha!! it was super hilarious watching the bicker and chase each other around the table and fighting. xP hehe. they are such cool seniors. =) wheee! and i was being a nice junior sitting with them and studying [abit] of chem =)
gdnight everyone. i shall give my mind a rest now. haha. -)