FRIGGIN' MONTH LONG PRELIMS IS DRIVING ME MAD.

Why must our Prelims be so long anyway? :( It's so tedious, but I guess I'm kinda getting used to it. Which is a good thing cos the Olevel's quite draggy as well. Okay, actually I kinda enjoy exams as well, because we are dismissed right after the paper. HAHA. Frankie and I end on the 16th of November!! HAHA. Poor History girls, but that's alright cos you can play harder after that !

Phew, I just finished chapter 3 of Human Geog.Agriculture. Which is by far the longest chapter in both the books. Like 100 pages?! Took me 2 friggin' long hours to be done with it. I don't understand why we must study that anyway. It's not like we are going to be farmers when we grow up. URGH. I think my butt has grown a little bigger thanks to sitting down for 14556234986 hours straight. Like I feel all blobby and FAT. HAHA. Oh well, maybe I'll hit they gym later. More motivation to exercise ! Ah well.

Kap-ed with NETTE, Michhy, Joy and Frankie. :) We had the Students Meal because we figured it was kinda the last year we can have them. So we are going to eat all the Student Meals we can get ! :) Talked about stuff. How our life would be like next time. Just a year from now. HAHA I love their company. I feel so at ease when I'm with them ! I love the 9 of you.

Chem Prac today. It Was Horrible. Alright maybe not THAT bad. But yeah, so is it Lead(II) Carbonate OR Zinc Carbonate?! I sure hope it's the former. HAHA. Cos that's what I put ! and I believe quite strongly that it's right. PRAY PRAY PRAY that it's correct ! Anyway it's over. I'll just have to get like 100% for my Paper. HA HA HA, very funny.

Yes Nette, I'll go tag you now. I hoped I don't get bounced again. :) Ms Swan is getting irritating+annoying, and I can't wait for Monday too! YAY! <3 size="4">TIME FOR MORE MUGGING !
HAHA I happened to stumble upon this picture. :) I was like how dark last time, and this is NOT the darkest. haha all thanks to swimming, and I kinda miss it now. :(

Back when I was a child,
Before Life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was Loved.

If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'll play a song that will never ever end
How I love love love to dance with my father again.

When I and my mother would disagree to get my way
I would run from her to him
He made me laugh just to comfort me
And finally make me do just as my mother said
Later that night, when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal another glance, another step, another dance with him
I'll play song that would never ever end.
How I love love love to dance with my father again.
Sometimes I listen outside her door
And I hear how my mother cries for him
I pray for her even more than me.

I know I pray for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But Dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again.

I love this song. Meaningful lyrics, and the music just soothes me. It's a really old song though, I think. hahaha nevermind a good song will always be a good song. :)

URGH I'm pissed with myself once again. Over Amath this time. But ah well, I can't do anything about it now so I'll just have to work doubly hard for Paper2. :) I'm not sad anymore Shu !And NO I WASN'T THINKING OF ANYONE. haha. AHEM.

My brother told me something funny that happened when he went for the ns health checkup.
medic: Do you have any heart problems?
bro: Uh, I don't think so.
medic: Okay, let me see. If I can dance that means got problem.
Okay maybe it's not very funny, but the way he said it was hilarious.

QUOTES OF YESTERDAY. During tuition. quote unquote Mr Kok.
"Joy, are you lost? Do the next question. (relative velocity)"
"Tomorrow is your Big Day an you still don't know? And I'm talking about the Math Paper."
"Stupid are the girls who do this.(writes on board) But since you are all A-prime girls, you WILL do this. AND YOU HEARD IT FIRST FROM?"

us: "A-prime......."

Chemistry prac tmr. To all the girls, goodluck ! And pray someone won't break the aq ammonia. :)

Baby, don't you break my heart slow.
PHYSICS PRACTICAL TMR ! A paper which requires a lot of concentration and accuracy, and obviously I have none of the mentioned. So all I can say is that I'm pretty screwed. :)

Heck it, just whack. Quote unquote Korkor Ken. His favourite phrase I think. HAHA. When you are feeling tired during trg, "Don't care, JUST run." :) Now I haven't seen him in a really really long time. He's in HongKong now. For the Junior Open Champs! Damn, I'm so unlucky. Missing all the important tournaments of the year. :( OLEVEL YEAR SUCKS BIGTIME !

I better go read up some physics now. :) Before I retire to my cosy bed to end my day. I hate it how my days seem so routined now. I want out, I give up! But yet again, it's only say 3months till everything is over? So to those who are feeling how I feel, hang in there. We're All In This Together. (I wanna watch HighSchool Musical.) HAHA

I miss Belgium very much. And during such a stressful time like this, I just wanna go back there. Right now. Ah well, now I'm just being stupid. Oh how I wish I could backpack around Europe. :) Packed my bags, I'm ready to go.

† Goodnight world.

It's alright, yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine.
Just take your love and hit the road
There's nothing you can do or say,
You're gonna break my heart anyway.
Just leave the pieces when you go.

I love that song. The video is on Michhy's blog ! :D Anyway, Math 1&2 are over. :) SAY YAAAY !
But I hate it how I feel my Paper 1 drags my Paper 2 down. The problem always lies with Paper1. It's annoying. Like for Midyears, I don't even wanna talk about it.

After a little wrecking of my brains and discussion of answers, Joy Michhy Halk and I went to KAP to have breakfast! We were kinda rushing because it was like 1055AM. Breakfast ends at 11AM. So yes, when we reached KAP, they were still serving breakfast. :) Then Joy was saying how bad the day was for her. So she said, "Later by the time we go and put our bags down, they change menu already." I'm so glad they didn't! If not I'll just murder Joy and her bigmouth. HAHAH. But I still love Joy. OMG THE BUS RIDE BACK WAS SO HILARIOUS.

Mich: Hey that's your bus! (67)
Joy&Nic: YEAH ! BYE MICHHY !
Joy and Nic run to flag the bus.
Joy: OMG the bus driver is so slow. (It was hogging the road and so many cars were stuck behind it.)
Nic: HAHAHAH is the bus driver a man or a woman?!
After Joy and Nic got on the bus, and moved to the back.
Joy: Did you see his nametag?
Nic: haha no. Why?
Joy: His name is Tan Chu Kang !
Joy and Nic suppress laughter.
Nic: This bus is full of old people.
Joy: OMG YEAH. And a monk.
Joy and Nic: SNIGGER SNIGGER
Joy: I wonder if he's genuine.
Nic: Later you see him eating baqua.
Joy: Check if he's wearing shoes!
Joy bends down to see if the monk is wearing shoes. HAHA
Nic: So is he?
Joy. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. NOO ! He's not even wearing shoes.
Nic goes to check it out herself.
Joy and Nic laugh uncontrollably.
Joy: He's checking out the baqua stall !!
Nic: OMG I TOLD YOU HE'S A FRAUD.
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I think you get the gist of it. I won't go on, cos it gets even more stupid. Like how he checks girls out, how bad his complexion is even though he's SUPPOSED to be vegetarian. xP I don't know why, but I always do stupid things with Joy around. HAHA. There's never a dull time with Joy! :)

I had Sexy Back and Maneater stuck in my head during the entire duration of the math paper. Which is URGH ANNOYING. All because, Mel said to me,
"NIC ! MOVE YOUR BODY LIKE A NYMPHO!"
When I went to get my eraser back from her. ahahha. I love the song. :)
She's a maneater, make you work hard, make you spend hard, make you want all of her love.
TUITION LATER. It still feels so super early in the day. Oh wait, it's 1.03PM. HAHA

Wow, I didn't know taking prelims can get people to treat you on their own free will. HAHAHA. But of cos there are conditions la !

For one, dear dear James Hill said if I get 9 points, he'll treat me to a coffeebean drink. :) YUMYUM. Wait, he is not related to Paul Twohill in any way, and James' brother Richard still owes me like 2 coffeebean drinks. Since Midyears, now that's very long ago !

My neighbour just said if I get 9 points he'll treat me to the movies. :D :D :D hahahah, and I'll have to give him tuition. HA HA HA. So now I have even more motivation to work hard and get my 9 points ! And I'm wondering why I'm still here. Oh yes my brain is satuarated from too many amath questions. "mental circuits are overloaded with information." Sounds familiar MG girls? Dumb English passage.

WHERE IS TRICIA CHONG !!! PLEASE PLEASE COME ONLINE, I HAVE ONE AMATH QUESTION TO ASK YOU. In the mean time, I'll wash my face and take a nap. :)

SHUUUUUUU. Don't be disappointed alright? Always know that I'll be there for you ! That's if you allow me to!


Nette! Wonbin is cuter than Ji Sung. :D Admit it !

TODAYS WEIRD. BAD ENOUGH TO GIVE ME A HEART ATTACK. YET GOOD ENOUGH TO KEEP ME HAPPY. Whatever.

Joy is so funny, she dreamt that we were getting back our Chinese Olevel results and Laoshi kept smiling at her and Frankie. So naturally she thought theat they did well la ! HAHA. but when they got back their results they got like D7 E8?!?! HAHAHA. Then she went to ask Laoshi why she kept smiling at them and Laoshi replied in chinese, " Oh, because the thought of you two having to retake makes me want to laugh." OR SOMETHING ALONG THAT LINE. :)

Oh and Joy dreamt that I got an A2 for Chinese ! Which turne out to be very true indeed. :D I'm so super happy. :) Plus, Natt dreamt that I married WONBIN. SWOOOOOONS. Maybe that would turn out true too ! ahahah. Mel is so gna kill me. Like just now, when I laughed at her picture. But hey, it's not my fault okay! It WAS funny.

Oh yes, during recess, Joy Natt and I were being swarmed by little primary school girls. I mean LEATHAL. Omg they kept pushing and shoving la ! So annoying. The three of us were being pushed around like we were the primary school girls. RAH, what have they learnt? Obviously not the part about letting their seniors go first ! Poof.

SS paper was retarded, and unlucky. Did sustainability, cos I spent like the whole day forcing the information into my brain. All the economic strategies, and I thought I would be able to score for the structured essay questions. But noooo, they had to ask about environmental strategies. I so wanted to strangle myself.( Which Twit did to me, afte school when I didn't listen to her.)

Math 1 was alright. I hope it would not be like my Midyears. Cross my fingers. But I made this terrible, horrible unforgivable mistake !! I've been using that darn cosine rule for so long and I got it wrong !!! URGH. What a moron ! I think the whole question's like linked somemore, which makes it even worse. When i realised the mistake, my heart seriously sank. I felt like shit and I was damn stone. BAHHH. I slept so early somemore la ! hahaha it's supposed to cut down my careless mistakes. Not working, WHOOOOOOOOO !

Eventhough I did alright for Chinese Os and should be happy, I still didn't feel there was much to celebrate about because so many people around me were sad ! Which left me feeling depressed as well. I can't stand how other people's emotions affect me. I guess I wear my heart on my sleeves ! I saw Frankie cry, and I really wanted to cry too. Nette was so sad, and I felt sad too. Accompanied her to wait for Laoshi to ask something, back to class to take our bags and all the way down to the concourse to wait for her dad, who never came because she decided to go back herself. That I couldn't accompany, so I went all the way up to look for Twit, cos I know she was upset as well. Only to find her not there, she was down at the canteen. Great.

Stayed back in school till 6 today. Tricia is so hilarious. I don't know why. Talked to Sam on the phone, in the noisy noisy canteen full of small girls. Most of the people in Barker had like a freaking C6?! HAHA. I'm sorry but I couldn't stop laughing at him. Tuition tmr, 10 AM. Don't you forget Sam !

I'm sleeping so goodnight. :D

I wish I could still call you a friend;

Stupid fireworks. Cheat us only ! hahahahhahahaha. I don't wanna talk about it. But it was a good time spent with my darling Shu ! :D Talked about quite alot of things, stupid things serious things, retarded things. :) BESTFRIEND I LOVE YOU !

I'm currently suffering from amnesia, cos I suddenly forgotten what I wanted to say. Sigh, so annoying. Oh yes, I'm gonna be super super nice to my parents from now on. haha TRY TO. After I heard what Shu told me. :) I'm gna be a good girl, and study hard. But somtimes I just don't get them? Ah well, I'll try anyway. :)

Anyway, while we were at Raffles City. Some idiot threw/dropped something from the hotel above and it landed on the glass top where Starbucks is. OMG I tell you, the sound alone can give you a heartattack, and there were bits of shattered glass everywhere. It just missed Shu and I by a few cm? We were really close, luckily it didn't fall on us. HAHA.

Skip skip skip. Took MRT back, bathed.

Jem called ! What a pleasant surprise. :) I haven't talked to/seem him for ages. The last time I saw him was, almost 6 months ago, and the last last time i saw him was a year ago. WOW. Once every 6 months. :( Nice long conversation with him. :) It's like I can tell him anything, eventhough we seldom talk. Goodfriend. COME TO HCI. So that we can be the weird ones together. :) HAHAHAHAHA. The ones who go to Orchard every single day after school, while the rest of them go to the library. :) But IB or HCI, it's up to you ! (Though I'm hoping it's hci. :D) HAHHA.

3 chapters of physics, and I'm drained. All thanks to studying all night. Wishful thinking.
Programme for Tomorrow:
Study STUDY STUDY.

Goodnight world. <3

Nic is sad. Very sad and she just wishes she can vanish from this Earth. Or rather just out of your life. Stop blaming others and think about yourself. You don't like the way I talk. You think I'm too vulgur? Like what the hell, you are not much better you know that. Lashing vulgarities at other people while driving, saying what lousy drivers they are. I mean they CAN'T HEAR YOU. And you know who does? Those in the car. Like obviously. It rubs off you know that? But hello? I don't think I'm as bad as you. The worst is complaining about a show. It's just a SHOW, you do know the people are PAID to ACT right. URGH

And stop saying " I should have sold you away when you were younger."
Thanks ah. How consoling. If I'm such an eyesore maybe I should really just go away. Okay what was that you said in the car, oh yes "Stupid girl." I really wanted to just get out of the car, get far away from you. Stupid Girl right? Fine. I've got nothing to say to you. Maybe just one thing. Stop checking on me.

I regret telling you to Shutup, but you were being annoying. And it was over some little insignificant thing I don't even think it's worth writing here. Omg i can't believe how stupid it is. But anyway I guess it's just second nature since I'm a stupid girl, right? I know you like things to go your way, but life's not always fair okay. Live with it. I don't even know what I'm ranting on about. Just typing whatever is coming to my head. Whatever, Dad.

I'll listen to Shu, I choose to be happy. :D

National Day celebration today.

• Wore red and white to school. :) I think we were ultra enthusiastic cos it's our last year. :(
• We realised that the Primary girls and no sense of rythmn. It's like nonexistant. By looking at the way they wave their flags while singing National day songs. :) SAYS GER.
• Sat on the floor in the hall. They cleared all our tables. And they'll hae to arrange them again, poorthing.
• Played catching. :) Till my shoe came out. Cos Shu was chasing me. I love my shoes/Shu. :D
• Took pictures.
• Twit is a korean aunty. Good taste though. Wonbin is friggin' hot please. :P

I like this pic of him. SO CUTE.

I had totally no mood to do math during tution. Which only means one thing, a wasted session. All thanks to you.

FIREWORKS TMR. :D Gna have to squeze our way through the throngs of people to find a nice spot. :) I can't wait. Now I really should hit the books, so I won't feel guilty. HAHA

I woke up today with Blue October's-Hate Me stuck in my head. And I just don't know why. I didn't listen to that song since God knows when, but ah well. Heck it. Had mixed dreams last night. And I really mean it when I say mixed dreams. Almost everyone I knew were in my dreams last night. Doing random things, scenes kept changing, even I couldn't keep up with my own dream. HAHA. Weird, I say.

Today marks the start of one full month is taxing Prelims. Thought English Paper 1&2 were quite manageable. Which is quite a good sign, but I can't be too sure. My English sucks. RAHH

I'm not nervous and I'm not stressed about this important examination. How is that possible !? I think there's something seriously wrong with me. It's either I cannot be bothered about this Prelims, OR I am well prepared. HAHA. The latter sounds nice. :) But who am I kidding huh. Maybe I'm somewhere in between?

This entry is all crap. I'm going to watch the new 9oclock show now. I hope is as interesting as the previous one. SHE WEIXIANG IS THE SWEETEST SHITEE ALIVE. :) XIANG WEI SHE. (Rattlesnake)

Dear Ms Goh, may perpetual light shine upon you and may you rest in peace.

If Heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on the vacancy signs.
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks,
Then I'll Follow You Into The Dark.

Yesterday was bad, horrible, and everything bad. Actually the beginning was great and all but after school just went spiralling down. I wasn't exactly in the best of moods and yes, I felt like a shithead, maybe I am but whatever. I'm stressed. Oh wait it must be the 3 dice in which I rolled a friggin' 666. What rotten luck, right Hoiyan? HA HA HA

Met Sam and HangFeng at KAP then headed for tuition together. Tuition was productive. Super duper productive. I have no idea how I mananged to do my revision with so many things on my mind. I know I was distracted, but somehow I managed to focus on something before I let myself get totally distracted. That kinda thing, and I know I'm not making any sense. Reached home and I was totally drained. 7PM again. I went for a run and did some weights. Didn't feel like studying but I had Geography homework so I did that and watched the 9oclock show. Sat in the balcony and looked at stars. Thought about quite a lot of things and retired to my humble abode. Exhausted, weird, angry with myself and just guilty.

Today, I wrote down all my negative thoughts on a mini plane and threw them all away. Thank you Shu, no matter what you do, I will always love you too. <3

And Joy, Natt and myself got Punk'd today. Bugger. By Natte Ger and Shi. But the whole process was super hilarious. Both sides tried to trick each other, at the same time. Now how childish can we get? The outcome left all of us rolling on the floor, laughing till we tear. The 9 of you guys are the best. :)

Sat with Mel for physics. Cos it was in the lab, did some CG experiment and basically played the lesson away, because Ms Or was confusing me so I decided not to listen to her. No just kidding. Mel poked me with the needle, it hurt like mad. I'm scared of needles, really. And I hate injections. >:( Geography Lessons after school almost killed me.

Goodnight world. And yes Nureen I'll be looking at the stars at 11PM tonight. :) HAHA.

As I go, remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope,
That you will miss me when I am gone
This is the last song.

1. Ms Or didn't com to school again. Two days in a row, how lucky are we? I think she over-exerted herself while marking our physics test. Hmm not a good sign. But I'm much more prepared now ! Anyway, we still have say 3 weeks before the actually paper? AYE. Actually having the free period is quite good. At least I mananged to do some revision on my own, while having random conversations with Nette Ethel and Joy. Once again. :D I crashed their free period, yet again. I hope I'll be able to do that again tmr ! It's much more productive if you ask me.
2. I teared watching the chinese show Laoshi showed us. It's sad okay. Where's the love? The boy is super poorthing. :'( I shall stop before my whole teeshirt gets soaked in tears. :( HAHA.
3. Lunching with Darling Shu tmr. In school I suppose. Then tuition after that. Whoopeee ! I think there's something seriously wrong with me. I kind of enjoy tuition nowadays. It reassures me, like I'm doing work and not just sitting around shaking my legs and stonning. Plus I keep asking everyone around me to study. Plus I feel quilty when I'm not studying. Like now. Damn you Exams.
4. I need to lose weight. Full cream icecream is not going to help. But it's so irresistably yummylicious. That's alright Mel, we'll diet together. :) ahahah so we can squeeze through the narrow table and chairs at Island Creamary.
5. I finally finished the SS Essay Question. I feel relieved, cos I've been avoiding it since last Thursday? Yes, a huge burden has been lifted off my chest. :) Now I can concentrate on revising my work and not and to think about that darned question. :) I'm happy ! Happy people attract happy people, right Shu? :) We attract each other cos we are HAPPY PEOPLE ! HAHA
6. Phototaking session tmr. 4B2'06 and Lee House Committee'06 ! Shu is going to bring vegetables while I will pluck the leaves off the school trees. We are supposed to bring GREEN things tmr! Cos the Grass Is Greener On Our Side. Lee House BOOM DYNAMINTE !

Going to complete the rst of SS revision and end my day. Gosh I've ben reaching home late everyday. :( I certainly don't like it. Leaving home at 645AM and reaching back at 7PM. BAH. Goodnight world. <3

Gina Shu Nic Christine. :)